after breaking away…
Numb and disillusioned…
overwhelmed by my own confusion.
You’re numb, they say…
It will hit you, though…
I wish that I could just forget…
what it was…
You’re numb… you’re going to need a friend…
They say that I will be feeling lonely…
and my heart will be hurting awfully…
but I cannot see… just what they see.
I have never walked away… never been this far…
I have always held on… held on… held on…
and now I am letting go… letting go… moving on…
Thankful that I have found a way… to say, "Good-Bye…
"Good-Bye… old friend, enemy and lover…
you were the only one that I truly meant to uncover…
I thought that my love could wipe away… all the pain, the past… the last…
I feel like I don’t feel… and I know that this is God’s Will…
Good-Bye, Old Friend… old enemy and lover…
you won’t forget me, will you… No… I know you couldn’t…
you won’t forget how it felt… to be with me and have my love…
you will remember and you’ll keep remembering…
you’ll think of me… because love is too strong…
to just walk away… without a second thought…
you’ll think about me… and you will cry someday…
because you know I loved you so… more than you could ever know…
Good-Bye, Old Friend… old enemy and lover…
what will we say when we meet again… why did we ever begin?
what will we do when we meet on the street… wonder what it was that deluded us…
into staying together for all these years… staying through the pain, the worry and tears…
what forced us, broken hearted souls… to live in this prison…
where no love could grow???
Good-Bye, Old Friend… old enemy and lover…
when we meet again… we won’t even know each other…
Good-Bye, Old Friend… old enemy and lover…
when you think of me… it will bring you memories….
that were more dreams than they were reality….
more illusions than anything in fact.
Good-Bye, Old Friend… Old Enemy and Lover…
I don’t hate you anymore…
for all you’ve done… I feel sad for you and wish you well…
because I can see… you’re lost in your own personal hell.